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Peter Julius

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Updated: Jan 24, 2020

Yes it's true, my personality confuses people!

I'm becoming more silent these days. I'm speaking less and less in public.

But my eyes, god damn, my eyes see everything.

This year has changed me more than I ever thought I would.

I can be super confident in one situation and very unsesure in a other..

I have a temper like an Italien mixed with a Vikingo and a heart of an Angel.


I enjoy being alone, but I am very outgoing and social.

Sometimes I'm loud, sometimes I'm quiet.

I read peoples energy and adjust to them.

There are times when I want to turn up and there are moments where I just want to read a good book or process my thoughts alone.


The Phoenix

In time of doubt and confusion it symbolises strength, transformation and renewal.

Only from the ashes of who we were, we can rise up to become who we're meant to be..


I believe in you 💯%

Have a great day!

Peter Julius

Peter Julius
Peter Julius - thinking about life..

I just want new gay friends, but they only have one things on their mind: sex, threesomes and open-relationships!

I recently opened a profile on a dating app to find friends.

One of the first messages I got was from my ex's best friend, with d*ck pic and he wanted to meet for sex! I'm like WTF!! Really??

Do you think I am just like the village bike and everyone get on a gets a ride?

Yes the rumours might say I'm good LOL, but come on - your best friends ex?

For me its just wrong, there are plenty of fish in the sea.

App now deleted.

I am being told I am interesting and a cool guy. So why is it so difficult to get a first or second meet-up? What happen to commitment to friendship or partnership? The gays in Barcelona are f*cked up!! Where and how do you find someone who will support you when you are down?

Being understanding of your life story and your beliefs?

Most will only be there for you when you are funny and flying on cloud 9.

- Wake-up darling, there is always a little turbulence on every flight!

I am close to giving up on ever finding new gay friends or love, I know I shouldn't, but maybe gay friends, love and marriage is not meant for me.. My dream is to get married on the beach one September, because everyone would have a really nice tan and the photos will look amazing.

Here is a true story:

A few weeks ago I saw a cute gay couple in a bar and the boyfriend gave his number to another guy in the bar. The "other" guy (boyfriend) got upset, but his boyfriend just laughs at him and said: "What is your problem? Why are you upset?"

I personally think its wrong to give your number to another guy if you are in a committed relationship, but then again, I am just Danish..

Another true story:

A friend of mine was talking to his new date on a Saturday night and they where going to meet Sunday.

Sunday morning came and my friend send a text to his date: "Hola baby, what do you want do today?

The date replied at 9 am: "I am in Sitges with my friends!".

- It was Sitges Gay Pride that Sunday..

My friend continued to dating the guy believing the best in people and it was just a miscommunication thing.

Then Barcelona Gay Pride came for the same couple..

The same boyfriend (there went Sitges) showed up late - the parade was already in full swing and said he: "I have to leave in 30 mins, my friend got a dance show and I already said I will be there, but I'll be back in a few hours"

The boyfriend got very sad, hurt and upset of course. Two gay prides and his date didn't wanted to be with him - he was thinking: Why doesn't he want to be with me? Maybe I am not good enough to be with, maybe I don't desserve love?"

Come on cariño, you don't leave your date alone twice when it's gay prides!

It is your time to shine together - it is Gay Pride!!

Was my friend right in staying with this guy for a few more months believing in love?

Or should he has left?

- Sad stories if you ask me....

Please note, I have many good straight friends who will always be there for me.

But for the gays, well we have to wait and see..


Besos ♥ Peter Julius xx

The boyfriend there was left alone at the Gay Prides was me..

Is it possible to be friends with your ex right after a break-up?

I tried, but I couldn't..

He did the break-up and wanted to be in my life as my best friend and sex partner, but it's not possible to be friends with an ex when you still have relationship feelings for him.

I couldn't do it - I tried - it just hurt me even more! I still miss my ex a lot, he had many good qualities and also some deal breakers. I had some of my best experiences here in Barcelona with him, but money can't buy you real people or happiness. Not many people know this, but in the beginning of us dating I was not in love or anything, but I could see he had some good qualities.

Then later I did fall hard in love - WOOW it felt so nice - amazing sex - good weekends together - good talks - fun experiences - I want more of that feeling in the future 💜💜 Then when I finally said to myself: "I will give all my love and trust to him", that was the time when he slowly went away mentally.. Still a big question why?

Please note, I don't want you to think he is a bad guy, we just want different things in life, did things in our different ways and not understanding each others backgrounds for the action and reaction.

I still hope he will come back, and changed, but you cannot change anyone - they have to want to change for them-self and I don't think he will. We haven't had any contact for a while now and I will not make the next move again.

I wrote a very long personal and honest message to him about one month ago, didn't get a reply. I think I was too honest and might have hit a nerve or two or maybe he is already dating someone new and don't care about a reply. No pasa nada cariño..

I will continue to focus more on myself, what I need, want and can offer in a relationship.

The list is looking pretty good if you ask me! Maybe, just maybe someone will appreciate my qualities one day.

Coach Craig Kenneth has an amazing Youtube channel with lots of good advises and explanations on what the f*ck there is going on in our heads: Check it out here!

I have seen a lot of the videos already.

I also made this Law of Attraction below, and I am reading everyday.

Let's hope The Universe will listen to me and give me what I deserve when I am ready.


Thanks for reading this post!


Besos ♥ Peter Julius xx